Can't Sleep

[MamaBush]

[color=magenta]I have to get up in four hours for work....and I can't sleep :cry: [/color]
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[color=#ff00ff]Maybe it's due to me having had a week off from work, kinda screwed up my internal clock.[/color]
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[color=#ff00ff]Maybe it's due to my NEED for some sexing right now.[/color]
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[color=#ff00ff]Maybe there's a full moon?[/color]
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[color=#ff00ff]Maybe, just maybe.......I'll go lie down and try it again[/color]
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:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:

[i`m a wannabe]

maybe just maybe some booze might help :p

[zokah]

body clocks screw up real easy if you're use to staying up until hours later

you should have thought of booze a few hours ago

[MamaBush]

booze has never helped me sleep........and my usual sleep aide didn't work for some reason....

well, I got about 3 hours of sleep.....I pity my students today

[zokah]

well, I hope the day goes better for you than the nite did

[LTDunltd]

[QUOTE=MamaBush][color=magenta]I have to get up in four hours for work....and I can't sleep :cry: [/color]



[color=#ff00ff]Maybe it's due to me having had a week off from work, kinda screwed up my internal clock.[/color]

[color=#ff00ff]Maybe it's due to my NEED for some sexing right now.[/color]

[color=#ff00ff]Maybe there's a full moon?[/color]

[color=#ff00ff]Maybe, just maybe.......I'll go lie down and try it again[/color]


:cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry: :cry:[/QUOTE]
sorry to hear that Mama, welcome to my world, 3 - 4 hours is all I manage most nights.
It could be from being off work and the time change.

[MamaBush]

[color=magenta]ahhh, I forgot to factor in the friggin time change.....arghhhh[/color]

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[color=#ff00ff]anywho...the day wasn't so bad. Most of my kids were tired as hell too, not haven slept much last night either. We did get through all the academics, yawning and complaining the entire time...but it all got done.[/color]
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[color=#ff00ff]I did, however, get a bit testy and rude with "D" when he came to my room to visit for a while.....but, he's an understanding person and I know he's fine with it.[/color]

[Gnome]

The time change seemed to trip up a number of folks methinks today. Between the timechange and the continual 40mph dustorm in this forsaken wasteland- I feel like 100lbs of crushed assholes right now.

[MamaBush]

[QUOTE=Gnome]The time change seemed to trip up a number of folks methinks today. Between the timechange and the continual 40mph dustorm in this forsaken wasteland- I feel like 100lbs of crushed assholes right now.[/QUOTE]:lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol: :lol:

[walzak]

Mama you took the same week as me off.
I also took today off too.
I was sick all weekend.
Woo hoo for that.
anyways get a good sleep tonite.

[MamaBush]

Well hell's bells Walzak......why didn't ya call me?

[LTDunltd]

he lost your number...

[i`m a wannabe]

lost in the dust storm

[zokah]

nah, he's just scared of what xenny would do if he started cybering with mama

[i`m a wannabe]

or maybe scared that xenny wants to ack his poo

[zokah]

:lol:

[MamaBush]

shut up

[zokah]

[QUOTE=MamaBush]shut up[/QUOTE]

this comment is becoming as predictable as wannabees "lmao" and LTDs "worthless post whoring" :D

[LTDunltd]

or some variation of it...:p

[Gnome]

Mama used the term: "Hells Bells"

And I'll bet she didn't know it was an AC/DC tune :lol:

[zokah]

rolflamo

[MamaBush]

It is?

[zokah]

yep, 1st released on "Back in Black" track #1

[i`m a wannabe]

rolling thunder across the sky,your only young but you gonna die...i think thats the begining of the 1st verse

[MamaBush]

Still have no clue

[MamaBush]

[color=magenta]I am sooooo tired again today. After work and then school yesterday, I got on line at 10:00 last night to check emails...."D" was on line, so I asked for a booty call......WHAT A NIGHT....he finally got rough the way I like it sometimes.[/color]

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[color=magenta]Tell me something, you males, why is it you guys say you want us women to tell you what we like and how we like it...but then it takes y'all forever to get to what we like and how we like it????[/color]
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[color=#ff00ff]I've told him sooo often that I like it rough once in a while. He's such a gentle person about everything...including sex. Well, he finally came through last night....biting, hair pulling, spanking, smacking me with his man meat, grabbing and shoving my head, and simply POUNDING.....poor guy ended up with some major rug burns too :lol: [/color]

[i`m a wannabe]

maybe he didnt want to give it to you rough because he has respect for you?

[zokah]

often once pain is introduced into a sexual relationship to early the relationship only degenerates. IMO a real man doesn't want to hurt his lover especially early in a relationship he shouldn't need to inflict pain to heighten his enjoyment, it's much more fun to just have them tearing my back to shreds :D
For a man on the sexual edge it's to easy to lose control in rough play early in a sexual relationship and with some guys once it happens once there is no going back, it then becomes the woman gets a smack in the mouth gives a bit of head gets pumped a few times then the guy rolls over and goes to sleep - I don't think you'd enjoy that
Pain can be used to heighten the sexual experience and as a counterpoint to the pleasure, but it should be introduced only after a high level of trust and understanding of the womans needs has been established. Then after a while and both totally trust each other the real fun games can begin, now where are my handcuffs ;)

[MamaBush]

I've been messing with "D" since June of last year...so, this isn't a NEW sexual relationship. And, the "rough" stuff wasn't done to heighten his sexual experience, it was done to heighten mine.....he only did it to please me since I've been asking for it almost since day one. "D" is not the type of man who gets off on rough sex, and I think he was a bit uncomfortable with it the other night, but did it FOR ME.

Also, since we are such good and close friends out side of the sexual element...there is a very high level of trust, respect, and understanding between the two of us

And trust me.....there will never be any level of pain or roughness that will lead to blood or open wounds. Hell, this is a man who apologizes to my cat when he bumps her by accident or something. Like I said, he's an extremely gentle man.

[zokah]

Thats good, you didn't explain that he didn't like being rough with women.
I'm also guess he doesn't want to play any bondage games unless it's as the sub perhaps.
To me, that is the ultimate form of trust in a relationship, if you'll leave yourself totally vunerable with no chance of defending yourself and it also why I always emphise that b4 any rough play trust should be fully established.
Would you submit to bondage if thats what he wanted?

[i`m a wannabe]

i reckon mama would try anything

[MamaBush]

[QUOTE=zokah]Thats good, you didn't explain that he didn't like being rough with women.
I'm also guess he doesn't want to play any bondage games unless it's as the sub perhaps.
To me, that is the ultimate form of trust in a relationship, if you'll leave yourself totally vunerable with no chance of defending yourself and it also why I always emphise that b4 any rough play trust should be fully established.
Would you submit to bondage if thats what he wanted?[/QUOTE][color=magenta]Hell ya I would....and he would for me as well. We've talked about it, but haven't gotten to that YET :p . I trust this man to the point that I wouldn't hesitate to do just about anything sexually.....and vice versa.[/color]
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[color=#ff00ff]I will say that back when I was with my daughter's father, I hated any form of rough sex. But that was because it was not only too much like the beatings and abuse I was already receiving, but I also had no say in it and it was for his pleasure only. And fake rape was totally out of the question, since he enjoyed raping me for real. I had no say in where, when or how any sexual encounter occurred.....[/color]
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[color=#ff00ff]"D" is completely the opposite which is why I trust him so much.....and, he has told me numerous times that he would do anything for me, and not just sexual anythings.....but ANYTHING.[/color]
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[MamaBush]

[QUOTE=i`m a wannabe]i reckon mama would try anything[/QUOTE][color=magenta]Nope....I do have my limits and things I would NEVER try or do.[/color]

[i`m a wannabe]

sounds like your relationship with D is a rare find

[zokah]

yep, so enjoy it

You should have taken some lessons from SeeSeaRyder. Her ex beat and raped her a couple of times after the first she kicked him in the balls, after the second she was in hospital and 24 hours later so was he :D
He tried it 1 more time but she hit him in the head with a frying pan kicked him to the curb and had houseguests for a couple of weeks, when he discovered that he stopped coming around.
I cannot understand how a man could get any pleasure that way and I can't really understand how any woman could take a gut back after he'd done it once

[MamaBush]

[color=magenta]At that time in my life, I had no one who would or could be with me to "take care of business". People I loved started staying away because he would beat me every time I spent time with others.....the only one who remained at my side the entire time was my Mom.[/color]

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[color=#ff00ff]And, I did fight back....stopped doing that when I tried to call the police and had the phone smashed into the side of my head.[/color]
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[color=#ff00ff]Gotta say though, that I did finally get away, and my life has been one upward movement ever since. Hell, I wish I had known "D" back then....one of the reasons he stays away from New York as much as he does is because he "TOOK CARE" of business when a female childhood friend's man beat the shit out of her when she was pregnant.....the guy is a big gang member and has been searching for him ever since.[/color]

[zokah]

yeah, as long as he has his gang with him he'll be real brave but it's a smart move by "D"

[i`m a wannabe]

a gang member means one thing...too gutless to go one on one...D needs a medal for taking care of business

[MamaBush]

I totally agree. As nonviolent as he is, I guess when you hurt those he loves, you'd better be prepared...

[i`m a wannabe]

in simple terms its called looking out for your friends..gang bangers or whatever they call themselves are just asswipes picking on the weak in numbers to intimidate

[zokah]

we had a surf gang invade my home beach a while back, they moved onto a break and started intimidating and threatening the 3 guys that were there, real tough since there were 8 of them. They even tried saying they were gonna bash the guys on the beach.
I found it very strange they didn't try and do it or even say anything
D'ya think it could have had anything to do with the fact that they discovered our group had assembled and there were so many of us they couldn't even see their cars cos we were laying all over them :D

[i`m a wannabe]

you should rename them the smurf gang

[MamaBush]

Why....were they blue?

[Gnome]

surf nazis?

surf nazis must die!

[zokah]

nah SURFNAZIS rock!!!!11
Barneys must DIE!!111

[i`m a wannabe]

barneys the drunken bum screaming singer who tries to re-invent himself more than anyone else and runs off to another country to avoid his debts